Nothing, juz nothing

Today, I wasted half of my day again..

For doing nothing......

This is not the life I wish to be..but, haiz..

I really no mood to study..

Suddenly I feel that I'm useless...

Keep doing nonsense but still no willing to put some efforts on my studies..

Exam is coming..very near..juz 2 week more..

But, so far, I studied nothing..

I know blaming doesnt bring meaning for my fault..for my lazy..

But, my heart start blaming myself for it..

Well, give myself some power and promise,

2pm, 2pm I MUST start read some notes, at least..read it!!

I know, nobody can help myself, juz me....

Gambateh..!!

Rather reading those magazine.....But...

Read nothing from my notes....

What the hell I did these few days?!!